I m now just seeking for a kind of feeling, strong enough to cure my pain and suffering! Am I ask to much?Is it really exist? Nobody knows,maybe it s only in my fantasy! I love passion,but it s hard to stand long, I count on stability,but it s hard to arouse my interest, The man I gave all my heart to,he doesn t care me much! Maybe I m just the one so called woman with bad luck in love! ><"