i am an idiot!! how could i tell my feeling on msn's status!!! and worst of all...my mom saw it!!! i really want to kill myself...= = anyway... she just asked me if i argued with anyone else? how could it be possible? but she is considerable...cuz i don't wanna tell what happened to me and dan... at first, i wanna tell her ... but at last ... i don't think it's good to tell her about this... though dan is good... anyway... maybe i think too much about me and him... we just can be best friends ...
love is really hard to say... i don't know how to do the right thing...
i wish that i could set myslef be free... and don't love u anymore...