i read ur blog just now...
i was wondering if u ever thought about how i feel when u do something to me?
u said u r alone or something...
u said i dumped u whenever i want...
have u ever thought that some words u said to me hurt me a lot?and make me feel uncomfortable?
and how come i became like this?
u said u treat me like we r "very very close friend"
actually...i don't think so
i think we r just roommates and i don't think u r really close to me...
i thought ur best friend is not me...
tell u the truth...
to me, i think u r soooooooooo close to someone that u really like...
and tell u what?u did hurt me then
but i think u won't know if i didn't tell u this time
i thought we could be best friends in our college life...
but it seems that ... forget it
and why i wanna be with others recently...
just cuz of u
remember last time our PE class?
we played bedminton...
i really wanna ask u ...
am i really a god damn bad player?
and made u say those words to me?
it really hurt...
but u didn't know it at all...
sometimes i just ... cant stand it
i just cannot accept the deeds u did to me
and most of time r just some words and the attitude...
actually,sometimes those things u did to me make me feel ...u think u r tough,huh?!


and there's one thing i really wanna ask u is that...
u cried on the xmas party last year...
i wont know it until she told me...
i asked u if i should stay with u ?
and u said no need...and i remember i make sure one more time..
r u really sure that there is no need to stay with u ?
u said no ...
well then okay...i went to my bf
and that night u cried out loud and told everyone "did she ever thought about me?".....
as if ... i was the bastard who make u alone and make u cry...
gosh...
and the result is that u make everyone think i dumped u ...
well okay ,i dumped u ...
i wanna ask u ...whenever we have classes next period...
have u ever come to me and wait for me to go to the class?
nope...u didn't
did i say anything?
do u really think that u treat me like ur "best" friend?


u wrote those stuff in ur blog
it seems that u try to tell everyone i am the one who did those things to u ...
did u ever ask how i feel ?
sometimes i just don't know how to get along with u
ur thoughts ,ur attitude...everything...
sometimes i talk to u in our room...u ignore
what can i say?

yeah ... maybe i was wrong
i cannot leave u and go to another
i should tell u how i feel and let u know all of these
i told others as well
and they know how i feel...
u always said that u r lonely or something
hey ...here is "university"!!
not high school stuff...
why dont u just try to be active and come over me ?
why should i go over u ?
have u ever thought that ...there might be some problems on u ?not me...


actually...when i saw what u said in ur blog...
i was a little bit angry but more upset...
but at least i told u these stuff
and hope u understand
i don't mean to break our relationship but try to tell u how i feel..